♥.♥.♥.♥

2011-12-02T09:51:00.001-08:00

I want to leave.. How?

how to love

2011-11-25T08:47:00.001-08:00

ok, this picture doesnt do any justice to her.

hahaha. i really do love her.

but sometimes, i just dont know how to express my love towards her.

same thing. towards her dad too.

nitexs~

heart dead

2011-11-17T07:35:00.001-08:00

Been a long time i came over here to blog about my stuff.

i think i've stop blogging when i gave birth to Adelyn and got quite busy after that.
well, maybe its just excuses? i always wanted to blog but just that i have no idea what should i blog about.

after those things happened, every single thing in my mind is about sadness, hatred, anger and revenge? seriously, i dont know what the fuck i want in my life.

recently been so stressed up that i've stop going to school.

if this continues, i think im gonna get kick out soon.

Adelyn had been sick for quite a long time.

twice to polyclinic and once to kkh.

i hope she get well soon.

cranky much now. i cannot tahan her.

i still get quite upset about you and me everytime.

i guess letting go, forgive and forget isnt in my dictionary..

im sad.. sad that we would nv be the same ever again..

2011-09-28T03:58:00.000-07:00

This picture is taken way back when im at husb house. Im using husb cammy to take this picture so now then i finally move my ass and transfer it into my lappy. ^^

I use to craze about fake lashes. Without them, i wont step out of my house.

However, that time i have no idea what got into me. I actually become lazy. Lazy to makeup, lazy to put fake lashes. So that time, all my pictures is single eyelid. SAD MAX!

2011-05-15T03:36:00.000-07:00

i miss this two alot. ):

It just felt like my heart breaking.

Im calling out to you. Can you hear me?

Gonna prepare & meet up with the girls.

2011-05-10T07:26:00.000-07:00

It's been a long while that i haven't been updating this space.

I miss blogging!
So, i tried to make it happen. Hahahaaa. (:

My skin actually clear up quite alot after giving bath to lil Ade.
That's a good thing thou?

I've been using Holika Holika Egg Soap (White) in the morning. Because it can control sebum & miniize the pore. Hahahaa.

In the night, i will use Etude House Happy Teatime (Peach Tea) cleaning form. I dont know why i use this my face will become oily aftermath. ): Sad thou. I love this smell alot.

I really miss working at Etude House rather than Holika Holika. I dont know why...

Well, that's all i dont know what to blog about now. Cause i lazy. Actually suppose to blog about my skincare. Aiya. Lazy pig jiu shi lazy pig. >.<

2011-03-23T10:56:00.000-07:00

I want to die.

You doesnt know how much you had hurt me.

2011-03-06T03:44:00.000-08:00

My heart had stop.

2010-11-23T06:26:00.000-08:00

Adelyn is 4 months old today.

2010-11-22T06:52:00.000-08:00

You wanna start a fresh.

I say ok.

But im not sure if my heart is ok. ):

2010-11-15T06:03:00.000-08:00

Can i stop loving you?
It's hurting me alot.
Please..

Dont say you love me anymore.

2010-11-11T03:41:00.000-08:00

Hey baby, i miss you a million.

I thought you will call me at 9.30pm.

Now already 10.13pm.

My heart sank. I scare you fight and get into trouble. ):

Pls take good care of yourself.

baby, this is call love.

2010-11-07T10:47:00.000-08:00

I don't like when things actually can be so fine and nice without things happened,
yet it happened.

I don't think it's worth it because, i'm the one getting hurt and it's not lightly.

You took a knife and in front of me, you stabbed me deep into my heart.

You saw the pain in my eyes, i can't shout but can only cry.

My tears is like the blood that flowing down from my heart.

I won't wait for you anymore.

Because, waiting for you is like waiting for rain in the drought.

Unless and disappointing.

2010-10-23T23:09:00.000-07:00

Thanks for betraying me.
I never thought i will ever feel hurt again.
You know how hurt i am in my last relationship.
All the promises before marriage.

You say you did this is to spite me.
You wanna gain my attention. You think i had given up on our relationship.
But have you ever thought the pain i will feel?
Why would i wanted wait till now then give up on us?
Why in the first place i willing to have a kid with you and get married to you?

You know very well that im scare of marriage.
You know in the first place i dont wanna be committed.

Then why do you wanna prove me right?
Why cant you just be there to hold my hand no matter what happened?

I feel unsecure. I am losing grip of our marriage....

Dont blame me for what ever happens in the future. Because everything happened for a reason.

I know you are very sorry for your wrongdoing. But im not so open hearted to forget everything.
I know you wanted to start a fresh with me. But how can i pretend that things never happened.

You want me to treat you as another person. You say you changed.
I believed. These days when we spend time tgt. You are really different from the person from the past.
You dont lose your temper easily. We finally brought Adelyn out our own.
I am really very happy at that moment. Really happy.

But i dont understand why?
Why must things happened already then you know how much i mean to you?
T.T

YOU NEVER UNDERSTAND THE PAIN OF HEARTBREAKING.

告诉你瞒着你只不过是个决定
放弃你忘记你只怕我无法前进
不知到为什么会如此莫名紧张你
我越了解你越靠近你越犹豫

明知道我爱你却不敢告诉你
我害怕失去你宁愿沉默不语
该如何整理幸福在手里
我恨自己无能为力

明知道我爱你却不敢靠近你
我假装不在意反而痛了自己
多痛都可以不能没有你
只想永远永远爱你你知不知道我也没关系

告诉你瞒着你只不过是个决定
但为何到如今我依然无法前进
不知到为什么会如此莫名紧张你
我越了解你越靠近你越犹豫

明知道我爱你却不敢告诉你
我害怕失去你宁愿沉默不语
该如何整理幸福在手里
我恨自己无能为力

明知道我爱你却不敢靠近你
我假装不在意反而痛了自己
多痛都可以不能没有你
只想永远永远爱你你知不知道我也没关系

明知道我爱你假装不在意
多痛都可以不能没有你
只想永远永远爱你你知不知道真的没关系

2010-10-11T05:03:00.000-07:00

Everytime i read other married couple blog, i would feel sad after that.
Because they would post about their wedding band this and that.
Haix. My wedding band will never be complete le.
It's not like asif lost at home, but it's outside.
Gone and never return...

2010-10-09T01:24:00.000-07:00

Actually, how much you know me?

I have ego.

2010-10-01T03:03:00.000-07:00

Lil precious of mine. (:

2010-09-14T06:06:00.000-07:00

My Fave Picture!
:D damn cute right?

I love Adelyn so so much. I think even than my hubby.
and he jealous. :P

He even msg me

"I don like you love adelyn more than me. Cause i love you more than adelyn."

I know it sound insane, however i find very sweet leh. why ah?
maybe i just want to be the one he love the most?

but recently, haix.
i cant post it out ok.
bye.

I can sulk the whole day, whole week, whole year and prolly a lifetime.

2010-09-13T05:30:00.000-07:00

Hello! Hahaha. I know its been ages that i update my blog.

It just seems like no one is reading and this leads to be being lazy to update. :O

Photos Time. ^^

Hahahaa. Potato face.

10/9/2010
Meet aiai and Kong to town.
Unpleasant things happen and i must say that after this thing happened, my heart died a little.
Trust me. It will never come alive anymore.

and things goes downhill...

2010-08-19T05:00:00.000-07:00

At kkh. My ward number damn nice.
Level 8, Ward 81 and Bed 8.
Lol. All 8 8 8.. Somemore Adelyn is born at 8.32am. :D

Before giving birth to Adelyn, i went to the ward to wait till 4am then went down delivery suite.

(Before giving birth)

See, i lying down there, Hubby can still take my biscuit and eat. Lol.
I will update Adelyn's Birth story another time. Lazy to type.
I type my preganancy story for 4days at least lehh.
Type halfway stop, type halfway stop.
Hahaaa. :D

2010-08-16T08:39:00.000-07:00

Finally, im 18 today. Hahaa.

How i found out my pregnancy.

2010-08-12T21:50:00.000-07:00

Anybody interested in knowing how i found out that i'm pregnant with Adelyn?
Hahaa. So, it started like that....

When i was with Shawnn. He keep wanting to have a child of our own. So we tried. It wasn't easy like what you guys think ok? Seriously, lots of time he thought that i would be pregnant but in the end lots of disappointment.

I miss my period on Oct09. I remember clearly because mummy went overseas to attend cousin's wedding. Hubby stayed over at my house for quite a number of days. When mummy came back, she asked me how come my period have not come yet. Isit got le? At that time i was like "CHOI! NO LA!"

The fact is that i dont mark down my period, so i dont even know that i have miss it.
Till Dec09, my period have not come yet. I dont really care or worried about it. Cause i feel quite carefree without period. Omg! I should care more lo. So that i will know im pregnant and be more careful because i still went drinking and is martel on rock lehhh. );

On Jan01, i rmb hubby's friend have a BBQ at a rented house at Pasir Ris Park. Planned to meet at Paya Lebar to fish first, after that proceed to the BBQ together. But before meeting him, we had a huge arguement. I switch off my phone and took the train from Paya Lebar to TPY. And from TPY, i took 88 back to Pasir Ris.

During the bus ride on bus 88, i switch on my phone to see if he msg or call. To my surprise, he is still calling. Even his mom called! He kept asking me to pick up his phone. But to my stubbornness, i switch off my phone again. When i reach Pasir Ris interchange, i took 354 to the beach and sit on a bench and cry.

I on back my phone and pick up his call. He asked me where am i. I told him im at the beach.
He say lots of things and at last he say, " I suspect you pregnant leh" I was like huh?
He continued asking if i sometimes feel uncertain and blah blah blah. I said i dont know.
He said maybe we are quarreling now because of im uncertain and having mood swing.

We meet up, BBQ, spend a night in the rented house. The next day when i woke up, i tested myself with the pregnancy kit he bought it long ago but we didnt use it till this day. While waited, i got abit anxious and i threw the kit at him. Jump onto the bed and cover my face.

He kept looking at the kit and suddenly he say " omg. 2 line leh. "
I was like huh? 2 line means what. He went to read the paper and say is positive.
He was like so happy and keep smiling saying omg.

At that time i was thinking really pregnant meh. I even told him maybe is false alarm.
I want to check with the doctor then will believe that im pregnant. I should have know something is wrong with me cause i have no appetite at all and it have been happening for like few weeks already.

So, hubby decided to call KKH and made a appointment with them.
06 JAN 2010 : Went there and they make me go for scanning to see how big is my baby already.
Adelyn is in her 3rd month by then. Hubby and I was so happy that we smile throughout the whole scanning.

First ultrascan pic of adelyn.

Hubby keep calling Adelyn, our cave girl. LOL. =.=

By that time, my mom keep asking me and hubby is it got already?
Then that time when baby is at my house, he went outside and tell my mom, ya have le.
My mom ask him how? When wanna have parents meeting session. And keep asking why never do protected sex. =.= Hubby can even tell my mom we keep trying but dont have. At last, have. zzz.

Ok, i know i write very long. That's all. Bye.

2010-08-12T20:54:00.000-07:00

I am so gonna get this. But i dont think is out in the store yet. ):
Haahaa. Any kind soul can notify me if it's out? :P

I lost my camera cable. ): Cant upload Adelyn's pictures. Hahaaa.

2010-07-11T10:25:00.001-07:00

I know i've been neglecting this space for very long.
Just dont have to mood to blog.

So wait till i took photos of Adelyn's cot/camwhore or whatever.
Hhahaa. Bye. :D

2010-06-18T11:48:00.000-07:00

I'm so sick and tired of everything le.
Can't wait for Adelyn to be born and accompany me play.
These few days is like a B.O.R.I.N.G day for me.

I'm rotting rotting rotting. But i'm lazy to go out.
Just go out awhile will feel very tired le.
Haiz. Got so much things wanna say out also cannot.
Like no freedom of speech.

Whatever la, going to knock my head on the wall now.
Bye bye to who ever is reading this.

Yes, i'm bored TO THE MAX.

2010-06-16T10:11:00.000-07:00

Cabbed down to TPY hub for the hdb thingy.
So happy! Going down around August. Then hopefully we can get our flat next year! :D
I really really can't wait. Hubby and me even decided what bedframe to get le.
I have no idea what i typing because i am so happy!!! YAY!

Like fuck la. I now not happy la!!! >;O

2010-06-15T09:08:00.000-07:00

I am not happy.
I feel so empty inside me.
This is the time i need you to be here with me.
I understand that i have to understand what you are doing now.
But feelings is not wrong. I cant help to feel the way what i am feeling now.

2010-06-11T10:57:00.000-07:00

Third scanning of Adelyn.
The first and second one is at hubby house. And i have not taken pictures of it yet. :x
Seriously, i have no idea what's that lor. This is the worst ultrasonic picture they gave me ever!

Mummy and oma is back! Damn happy.
Look what mummy got for baby adelyn. So sweet and touch can? (:

This tweety is oma bought de. Mms both pictures to hubby.

Hubby say this is very cute. Because he can imagine adelyn pui pui hand and leg ):
Hubby always want adelyn to be pui pui de. Zzzzz. =.=
Ask me to keep eating more. D: I DONT WANTTT !!

On thursday, finally me and hubby bought something for Adelyn le. (:
Love it ttm!! :D

Especially this booties. I choose de wor.
Cute right. Heehee.

Countdown : 47days

I'm really really excited and scare about it.

2010-06-09T10:42:00.000-07:00

Watched Prince of Persia with hubby today. (:
I think the movie is damn nice lor. Hehe.
After that, went to Ikea.
Saw many things i like. ):
Really cant wait for hubby to be 21yrs old. Can go apply house liao.
Hahahhaa. Hubby just also said he cant wait to have his own house.
:P i promise i will be a good wifey de wor.
:D

Dearest hubby, i really love spending time with you wor.
I'm really excited about tml. You said you planned things for tml. Hehe.
Cant wait to know what you planned for us.

I love you! (:

2010-05-31T12:07:00.000-07:00

Lacking of photos yea. Hmmm, these few days quite lazy to zeng and go out.
Today is baby's off day. Ytd, he came over and we watched IP MAN as he has never watch the first part. I took the effort to find and download for him lor.

And ytd to give him surprise, i went all the way to Rivervale Mall to find his favorite champagne.
Which turn out is not what i finding. Damn shag. Somemore, it's my virgin trip to that mall alone.
I'm really disappointed. Don't really know what to do at that point. Because one hand, i so much so wanted to surprise him. And on the other hand, i do know that vivo have it. But the time is already 6plus. With adelyn just make me more tired. ):

Bo bian. I wanna make him happy. I from sengkang went all the way to vivo ALONE.
How pathetic is that you tell me.. :X

Luckily vivo have lor. If not i shall faint on the spot. What worse is i am so hungry... I only ate 1meal that day. ): Carry 2bottles of champagne and some groceries home.
Heng got ppl give his seats to me. Hees :D

So tired, reached home about 9plus.
He around 12plus then come.. Blah blah blahhhh..
Watch IP MAN till 4am before we ko on bed.
Hahahhahaha. have no idea what i am typing now because i'm so fcuking tired.
So BYEEE~~~

2010-05-28T08:00:00.000-07:00

I'm being a typical homemaker today. Lol!
I woke baby up for work, and we both headed to ws for our brunch. (:
After that, he went to work while i went to ntuc to shop for groceries. Omg lor.
Haha. I buy only what i need. Hmm, not bad not bad. Hahaaaaa..

Reached home, i went to wash the laundry. :O
Iron baby working clothes for tml. And then hang the laundry..
Cook dinner. OMG. andddd wash the dishes.
I am soooo tired la. But i quite enjoy doing it. Hahaha. (:
Training to be a good wifey i guess.
When baby come home, must ask him to sayang me. Hehehee..

I still got lots of things to do.
1) Wash adelyn's and dad's laundry
2) Whine up the clock
3) Change bedsheets
4) Vacuum and Mop the house

I doing all this is because my mummy at overseas. Even though with adelyn, i still wanna help out a little. (: But i get tired very easily.

Next appointment is on the 7th of June.
Getting faster and faster i guess. Oh well, i am going to take my bath now and wait for my lao gong to come back.

2010-05-25T04:17:00.000-07:00

It's been a long time since i have a hair cut. (: But also good la.
I never really grow my hair before. Because each month, i always have the urge to cut it!
After everything, i wanna dye my hair. Hmmm, what color should i go?

Finally the day i waited so long is here. 26th of May.
Will be doing a detailed scanning on Adelyn. Not long ago, i just remembered that i will be doing blood test also.
Sobx Sobx. ):

I'm craving for bee hoon and i msg baby. Yet, his answer.. Haix. Nvm.
I can sense a headache coming.

Tata

2010-05-22T11:48:00.000-07:00

I've not been sleeping well lately. During shower, i look at my eyes and i was like... omg my panda eyes became more obvious. ): I guess that was the result when i became more paranoid and i cried to sleep every night last week.

So glad it's all over now. Hope it wont come back. I mean if you really love someone and you know that someone is paranoid about something that you do, you would stop doing it right? I hope you prove me wrong since you say you love me so damn much. Hahahaaa. =.=

Anyway, last week i dont remember when... i finally got my BEBE bag that i wanted so much.
So damn happy. Because it's not cheap and not long ago i just bought a FOND pink bag.
Haix.. Money money, you always come and go de.. ):

I've been planning for baby birthday already. First time sia. Zzzz. Pork belly, you must appreciate ok? From the situation i'm in now very xin ku lehhh..
I get tired damn easily. But you not there with meee. ):

Oh ya, saw a dress at T1 just now and i love it damn lots lor. Very suit my situation now.
Even mummy say nice. But...... ):
Lol.

26th of May is coming. and im damn happy already. Hahahhahaa :D

2010-05-21T10:32:00.000-07:00

Okay, different background cause at different house. Lol. Spot the differences?

So, i've been emo and feeling very depress the past week. Maybe i'm just being too paranoid.
If you have been looking at my FB status( which i think you dont have too), all of them is like...
Arghhh, have no idea what should i describe them.

To me, things has been so down till today when maybe my heart had numb or what. If not i have no idea why today i've been feeling alright. Or is it because i am back to my home and i feel more secure. Yeah, maybe partly because i feel insecure. Phew.

Yesterday no doubt was a bad night. Really bad. I cant get to sleep till 3am. Been msging Winnie.
She knows how upset and disappointed i am. I must really thank her cause she's been there for me and my nonsense. She advice me when my mind went berserk.

And of cos Adelyn. Even thought you not here yet. But everytime i think of you, it just give me moral support. (:

I have so many things in mind to do now. But i cant.
Haiyooooooo..

Wedding photos

2010-05-17T06:08:00.000-07:00

Finally upload all the photos. :D

2010-05-11T08:24:00.000-07:00

All these photos were taken during Melvin BBQ. That's like 1month ago? Lol.
I cannot find my camera wire that time. That's why lots of photos were push back. (:

So, meeting Aiai tml for shopping. Yay! (: And i just added new wish list. Hahahaa.
I am proud to say that i grow my nails already and is long. Really long. :O

Do not really feel good now. Because... ARGHH. nvm.
Going to boil my soup and drink it. Bye!

2010-05-10T09:17:00.000-07:00

Happy 1 year 2 months baby! (:
and we are married for 2 months already. Hahaaa. :D

Sweet sweet msg he msg me,
''Baby baby happy 1year 2months anniversary wor :) althought i might be busy now ,
but i still take the effort to msg you wor :) i love you k zhu zhu. And our small piggy also
coming out le :) so baby i just wanna tell you that i love you and your flabby arms more and
more each day. :) i will not forsake or leave you de k :) muack. Love you forever wor''

Yawn. Been feeling very sleepy today and i have no idea why. ):

2010-05-04T10:40:00.000-07:00

Baby came to my house at 3plus am yesterday night. Yea, madness. Somehow, he miss me so much that he need to see me. Lol. We slept all the way till 10plus. Keep calling this pig to wake up as we has a show at 11.55am. Ate beef noodles and off to watch our movie.

Ip Man 2 is freakking awesome. Baby kept talking about it. And he's sad that he doesnt have the chance to watch Ip Man 1. Hhaha. I keep laughing at him. (:
He say he feel like watching another show. So, bought tickets to Iron Man 2. Both of us dint watch Iron Man 1 before. :X

Baby and i think that the show is quite lame and boring. I almost fall asleep in the first part of the show. Only the ending nice only. More action, less talking please! Lol.

Suppose to go Ikea aftermath. Went home prepare but baby went to lie on my bed and fall into a deep deep sleep. Arghh!! In the end, we dint go. ):

Talked to Aiai on fb. I want to do my manicure. (: My color starts to shed off bit by bit already.
However, i still love my pedi color alot. Will go back to Milly's just for that color. Hhahaaa.
Tml going checkup with baby. So happy happy happy. (:

2010-05-03T10:09:00.000-07:00

Supposedly,to meet baby at 10am for Ip Man 2. But he cannot wake up.
Zzz. He drag all the way till 5pm then meet me at lucky plaza. How wonderful.
However, i've forgiven him because he gave me a surprise today!!! ^^
I damn happy lor.

I met him at lucky plaza because in the end i went Mount E with my mom and oma.
He need to meet his friends at taka. So lucky plaza is the best meeting place. And i love the fried chicken over there. Hahaha. :D

Around 5, he called and asked me to proceed to lucky plaza cause he's there already.
When we meet, he took out a SK jewellery bag and pass it to me.
He said "This is for being my wife for the 55th days. "
So sweet and damn surprise i tell you.
Then he look at me and say luckily i never wear.
I was like huh??

I open the paper bag and saw a box.

I thought to myself, cannot be a ring again bax. So should be earrings.

OHMYGAWD!!
I was totally wrong! It's a necklace (:

So beautiful that it sparkle when i took a picture of it.

Hubby, thanks for the necklace. I really love it alot.

Especially when you help me wear, i feel so so so loved by you. Hehe!

2010-05-02T10:04:00.000-07:00

Finally i found my camera wire!! Yay! Super duper happy. Accomplished lots of things too.
I've got damn super lots of photos to upload. But lazy. And i'm sleepy already. Tml Baby off day till Sat. Woah, good uh. (:

Hopefully he can wake up early tml morning. I want to watch Ip Man 2 and eat my thai beef noodles. Been craving for that. Yum Yum. Oma went to cousin house today and my room seems so quiet. :X

Gonna go ikea and get my cupboard asap! I need more space to put my skin care and make up.
It's just never enough! Lol. And i'm going to get my Laneige toner asap too!! (: (:

5th of May is getting nearer. (:

2010-05-01T09:09:00.000-07:00

I so wanna upgrade myself. There's alot of things i want to accomplish but i have wait. Hmm, hopefully i have the patience to do that and not when the time come, the fire burning in me had died. Lol.

Have tons of photos in my camera that i've not uploaded. Because i cant find my camera wire. Which is a bad thing! Ohgawd! ): I need to find it asap man.

Tml oma and mummy gonna cook a feast. Family lunch. So happy. Get to eat my favorite dishes. Yay yay! Too bad baby working. If not he be able to eat delicious food too. Hahaa.

Told him something and quite happy he accept and willing to change for me. Feel so love.
Hahaa.. But, that's a good thing what i guess. (:

Lil one had been very active recently. :D

2010-04-30T09:48:00.000-07:00

Morning isn't a really great one for me today. ): Sometimes i dont even know why am i being treated like that. Hopefully everything will turn out much better in the near future.

Yesterday, baby and i went to sleep super early. But suddenly woke up around 5plus am. Feeling hungry, he cooked maggie mee plus meat balls for us. (: Then went back to sleep. Before that, he keep complaining, saying he's the one that does everything.. Cooking, cleaning and etc. But i just gave him one reason then he diam diam le. Hahaa!! Adelyn! You work the best. Mummy will love and dote you alot de. :D

So after the bad morning today, i went to meet my beloved mother and oma. So damn happy to meet them. When to eat at lucky plaza. Not bad. Mummy treat. Thanks! Baby keep calling but at first i purposely dont want pick up. But after that is i really cant hear mahh. Stupid him!

Bought 2 earrings. Damn nice ok! But not cheap lehhh. Baby say is to make up what happen in the morning. I keep saying i not so easy let him off de lor. Hahaa. Baby's mother also called me up to see whether iam alright and everything. (:

Sleeping over at my house tonight. Humph! Dont want see his face. Nah, joking la. Hahahhaaa..
I cannot wait for 5th of May. Check up on the lil one (:

And how's my newly done blogskins. Not bad right?? Hahaa. I'm pro at this!

2010-04-28T07:12:00.000-07:00

I cannot wait for Lg Ice Cream 2 to be launched!
I'm soooo gonna get it! (:

2010-04-27T10:09:00.001-07:00

Oh my god. I thought i was going to die. I was staying at my place since friday without fling(my lappy)! I miss my lappy so so much. I must say that i cannot live without internet bax.
Haha.

Staying there was good. Miss my mummy and oma so much. Finally get to eat their dishes and stuff. Mummy bought me lots of things too. I guess because i stayed at baby's house and she see me less often, that's why buy me lots of things. Make me so happy!

I finally bought the cute cute slipper le. However, it's in baby blue instead of red. Nevertheless, still cute. Must say thank you to mummy da ren! ^^

I miss my Adeline and Brandon so much! Mummy home to hug you already~
Hhaaa. Baby sure bully brandon de. Cause he only like adeline! Bias kia! Humph! Hate him you know. Everytime when going to bed he will dump brandon on the floor and hug me and adeline to sleep. Tsk Tsk.

I'm sick. Sore throat ): Mummy say tml perhaps bring me to see doctor.
So sad. My baby dont care me de... )::::

2010-04-23T09:55:00.001-07:00

Hello! I am so happy today. I did pedi and Manicure today at milly's! Went shopping and bought damn lots of things today. Really so happy and satisfied! Now still waiting for my mummy to buy me that pair of cute cute red slippers. Haha! Hope baby miss me damn lots. But of cause I think he will. Going sleep Le. Goodnite!

2010-04-22T10:30:00.000-07:00

I'm back! Haha. Just taken my bath and here i am blogging.
So, i've just went to watch Shutter Island and i'm proud to say that i actually knew what was going on and totally understand the story. (:

Hahaa. Baby is talking to adeline now. Haha. So cute luh! (:
I dint manage to do my pedicure today all thanks to angel. Lol.
But i manage to get lots of new songs and a variety show that's about blood type.
Damn funny. Must make baby watch also!

Tml, gonna meet my mummy!! Yay!
And oma cooked my fave chili chicken! Double yay!
Baby is gonna be ): while i am (: because he wont be seeing me tml night.
Lol. I know i know i very bad. But i promise to miss him. :D

Ok, going to bed already. Baby is already lying down there hugging his leg.
Haha. Tatas! (:

2010-04-21T13:07:00.000-07:00

My Fred Perry shoes baby bought me! Loves

Went to fetch my darling husband from his work.
Suppose to eat teochew porridge de. But close le. ):
Eat fei fei wanton mee. And it drop its standard until very jialet.
So baby and i walk around. Quite romantic. Having nothing in mind and walking aimlessly.

Walk to 7-11. Bought slurpee. It's been ages i had drank slurpee.
I told baby that i never had brain freeze before and i want to try.
Bought each of us a cup and we compete! Haha! Damn fun.

I like baby to be that way.. (:

Now at home, he is watching soccer. Push me aside. ):
Haha. But it's ok.
I found out that K-ON season 2 is out. Now watching.

My favorite is Yui.
How about yours? (:

*Twist*

Ain't she soooooo cute? Hahaa.

2010-04-18T07:09:00.000-07:00

I am seriously missing this guy right now. ):
I so wanna fly to him and hug him tight.
Arghh.. But have to wait till tml le bax.

It's his off day tml! so yay.. :D

2010-04-11T11:03:00.000-07:00

I'm not feeling well. Sweating like fuck now.
Still waiting for baby to come back home. But luckily today sleeping at my house.
There's aircon! Hahaaa.

Baby want to install one in our own room. But i dont want to waste money.
I can sleep without aircon wor. Been trained to do that. (:

Baby lovessss my cheek so much that he pinch it every night. See, my cheek so pink! :D

"Humph! I look like potato don't i?"
:P

Watch "The lovely bones" for free at shaw house.
Heng it's free. If not baby gonna !@#%$^&*( at me! LOL
I can only say he dont understand la, but i think it's not worth also. Well, nvm.
It's free! :D

Different with flash and non-flash. LOL

Inside Fred Perry changing room.
Waiting for him to try his shirt.
But in the end, he bought me FP shoes. His one never buy. Haha.
Cos no size! haha. Joking. :X

Must say joking in case he saw what i type. Haaaha.
Ok la. He's the best. Yesterday still help me massage my leg till i fall asleep. (:
And bought me the whole set of LANEIGE skincare for me! Double double yay!

Cause i've been dying to try it ever since i start watching a youtube video on net.
SOOOOO HAPPPPYY!!!
I shall not grumble so much while waiting for him since he dote me so much. Hahaa
Tatas! (:

2010-03-30T21:55:00.000-07:00

Currently at home. Somehow my shopping bugs been bugging me.
I want to go facial, do pedi and manicure. Lol. (:
Baby just bought me a bag which i lovessss.. Been wanting one of those for a long time already.

Mummy birthday is coming already and i want to buy her a new phone. But sadly her plan is only going to end on june. Which is like 2 more months. Sad lor.

And i know i very slow. But i just tried the calbee jagabee and i totally love it!!
Arghhh. So nice but a bit salty(?)
Lol. Ok, i think im going to bath now. Heehee. ^^

2010-03-25T05:57:00.000-07:00

Stayed at home the whole day. Yawn. After taking my medicine, i feel so sleepy. ):
But i dont want sleep. I waiting for my baby to come home. I miss him so much.
Want him to give me a tight hug. ): Which he promise he will later. Yay!

Currently playing Hotel Cafe. Anyone playing too? (:

2010-03-23T20:51:00.000-07:00

I'm sick ):
Going back to my place there later and see doctor with mummy maybe?
Cough cough ans sneeze sneeze.
Tsk Tsk..

22.3.2010
Went shopping with baby! ^^
Tried the Go, go curry and it sucks so badly!!!! OMYGOSH!!
I never taste a curry so bad you know. Baby was like so sot.
Somemore, so many ppl tell me that this curry is good.
BLEAHHH XPP

Took neo prints with baby. It been a long time that i take neo print.
Still rmb last time every week would at least take 1 with girlfriends. OMG. hhahaa.

Think im going to get prepared and go out.
Somemore, got a movie to watch today.
Woohoo.. Three movie in three days !! :D

2010-03-20T11:35:00.000-07:00

Baby bought me many things today. And i'm so tired now. Just post a few pictures and i feel like sleeping le. Baby now in the living room watching soccer. I'm going to bed right now. Good night to who ever is reading my blog now. Be it if you are reading in the morning, afternoon or evening.

2010-03-19T10:11:00.000-07:00

I know i've been neglecting this for quite awhile.
I could not say i'm very busy or i'm quite free, maybe i should just say i dont have the mood to blog. Hahaa.

Recently, life's been good. Sleep till noon, eat and do my things. (:
Today, just went to gmask my BlackBerry. Baby is so sweet to surprise me by bringing me there.
Choose a japanese theme for my picture. Baby say cute cause suit me. =.=

Tml is baby off day! Yay! That means shopping!!! ^^
I got so many things i want to buy man. But must control. I always control well within myself.
But once baby is there, he would buy everything that i want. So i guess, can say still cannot control bax? LOL

Going sleep already. Which he already did. Snoring!!! And drooling!!! on his pillow. Oppsss.
Expose him. Hahhaa.. Dont care! Humph! :P

2010-03-07T03:53:00.000-08:00

I'm tired. Been sleeping late and waking up early. Yawn.
And today morning when i woke up, i saw baby lying on the floor.
I guess he roll off the bed while sleeping. But yet he say i'm the one who kick him off the bed.
Haha. Funny!

Cant wait till he end work. (: And going out tml. Yay!

2010-03-06T02:30:00.000-08:00

I went to fetch baby after his work. And he surprise me with BB Storm 2!
I was so surprise and speechless! Thanks Baby! I love you!!!!

Yesterday he hug miie and say he cannot live without me.
After that he tear-ed.
I'm sorry k. I truly love you de..
I promise i wont leave you means i wont. Have some trust in me.
I love you! (:

2010-03-04T22:02:00.000-08:00

I've got so much to do today. Argh. And i dont feel like doing it.
I just want to spent my day with my show. ): Bawl...

2010-03-03T07:01:00.000-08:00

Overdue photos. (: Hmmm, last week had craving for frog porridge.
They got memories de ok.
It's when we had not stead and he brought miie there for dinner.
Hahahaa...

candid. Opps. hahha

In bus going home (:

Haha. Stupid face. Cause i think he went to bath.

On a monday, don't rmb the date. After his bedok hq thing and some stuff, we went to eat crab.
Yum Yum. We wanted to go there for quite a long time.
Just don't have the time to go there. (:

Their famous black pepper crab.

Mee Goreng. Nice^^

We both still hungry uu know. So order salted egg crab. Haha. (:

Thanks baby! Yummy feast wor.
Opps :x Now i hungry le. ):

2010-03-02T06:29:00.000-08:00

Morning wake up and baby is gone ): Walk to my lappy and saw adeline sitting on top of it.
Adeline is sitting on a piece of paper and i pull it out to read it..

♥

Dear Zhu Zhu Lao Po,

Just now in the morning wanted to wake you up to say good bye... But the moment i called your name, you turn over to the other side. =) Hahaha... That's what i mean by PIG!!! =) Lao Gong now go work le wor.. Miss you lot lot :'( I love you wor Lao Po... =)
Muacks!

Love,

Pork Belly Lao Gong =)

♥

Oh my god!! So sweet and i'm so touched by him yaaa knowww??? :'(

Heehee. But he not coming over today. And i'm not feeling well today at all. ):
Head feels so heavy and even viomited. Sobx Sobx... I really want baby to come and pei miie de.
But i scare later i not feeling well, not time entertain him lehh. So in the end, i ask him not to come. Now abit like regret le. Wahhhhh~~ );

Ok la. I now watching my show. Currently till episode 2 nia. Hmm, not bad (:

Bye! Love you! ^_^

2010-02-28T10:58:00.000-08:00

I'm very very very happy today! Because i finally got a new lappy!
All thanks to Mr. Shawnn Tan Fu Yu, who sponsor miie.
Woke up around 12 plus. Then baby went to buy ticket for 'Dear John'.
I got myself prepared and meet him to train down to Bugis to meet his cousin.
Walk around in SimLim to ask the pricing for iTouch and lappy. I thought today he's going to buy miie iTouch.

Din't know that actually he called his cousin out is because he already planning to buy miie a lappy today. :X speechless sia. We spent 4hours in SimLim just to get the best price. And i really must say that Baby is very powerful in playing reverse psychology with those salesman. :)
At last, they still give us the lowest price that already reach their margin. Hahaa..

I have not been uploading any pictures because my camera is not with miie. :( sad..
So happy, tml baby not working. Can pei miie again. But it's alright, now got a new lappy le.
I believe lappy will entertain miie when baby is working. Hurhur...

Rush back home to watch 'Dear John'. Cried but the movie is disappointing. Wth... =.=

Oh ya, yesterday went shopping with Aiai. Bought lots of things. :) Mostly mask and stuff.
Now i wanna buy Cure. Humph! Winnie bought already...

Baby, uu are already the best.

What can i expect more? :)

2010-02-26T04:06:00.000-08:00

Sick. ): Cough cough..
Luckily, baby coming over later. Whole house so empty. Mummy, daddy and oma went to indo le.
Left miie alone.

Got a urge to go shopping. I wanna buy things. Hahhaha. I think my hand itchy le. :x

2010-02-22T09:47:00.000-08:00

Ate 2 huge sri lanka crab with baby for dinner.
Was damn full. Hahhaa. Love love love ^^
Tml going to do my nails and shopping~
Short post. Going sleep le. (:

2010-02-19T08:14:00.000-08:00

My creation.

and i force him to drink. LOL..

First time man.. Finally i beat him in bowling!!! Three cheers for miie!! :D

This year CNY is the happiest of my life. Can you imagine spending it everyday with the one you love? On valentine day, i was so depressed ): He's out with his brother and i so dont want to bother him. But instead i called him and cried over the phone.

He cabbed all the way down from bishan to my place. So touching sia. I just keep hugging him when he reach. :x Valentine day/ Chu yi was spent with him. HAHHAHAHA

Next day went over to my daddy's mummy house. Go take ang bao.
Baby bloody lucky lo. Go with miie. Because over there, everybody bao de ang bao is always more than 10 de.. Tsk tsk. So jealous of him. Nvm. In the end, his money i also bank in tgt with mine. HAHAHAHHAHA :P

He sleep over at my place and Chu Er.
We headed down to his friends house play mj and gamble.

Reached home in the morning 8plus. Oh gosh, so damn tired that i just knock out the moment i lie on my bed. Baby damn sweet. On the air con cause he scare i hot. Remove my makeup while i am sleeping. Oh god, what a pig i am :x

He even helped miie msg angel. OMG. so fking sweet sia. Love uu lots la!!!

Got awaken by a group of ahlong. Heard from mummy that they shouted my name from below my block. Guess everybody living here know they are my friends le. LOL.

Gamble at my place. Again. Using that marble table. Hmmm...
Went over to kenneth house. Played drum and guitar. And eat pizza. Hhaaahaaa.

Proceed to Edwin house. Gamble AGAIN... oh gosh.

My face damn cock over here. Zzz.

Yesterday meet him after his work. Damn happy wor (:

Reached home and camwhore. LOL....

Well well, that's all folk. I'm blogging this long because my lappy is down.
I need a new one. Anyone want sponsor? Lol.

Happy Chinese New Year everyone! ^^

2010-02-17T09:04:00.000-08:00

Omfg. Baby's mom bought miie a diamond necklace. :D

2010-02-13T07:42:00.000-08:00

So sad so sad so sad that i feel like dying.
I thought baby would be here sooner or later but... hais..
Maybe i'm just moody today. Have not been thinking straight.
Bye... and it's valentine day tml.

2010-02-13T01:33:00.000-08:00

Happy 11 monthsary, my beloved laogong!
(: Happy happy. Cant believe we are tgt for so long. Yet it seems like yesterday only.
I love you my pork belly! ^^

2010-02-04T00:06:00.000-08:00

So tired yesterday. Went home and sleep till noon.
Monday going to see those photos with baby. Oh gosh! Cant wait to see the outcome of the photos. Hahaa..

For godsake =.= That is my engagement ring from him can?
Some fucker just read my blog and anyhow sprout nonsense on facebook!
I think she is just sad because she wont have any GUYS to propose to HER.
She is just a FAT-SAD-BUTCH with NO MONEY to impress her girlfriend with A RING that is as chio as mine! LOL

With a mouth that bad is a wonder she is having this kind of sad life.
That's the life she DESERVE!

2010-02-02T08:18:00.000-08:00

Yoz Yoz Yoz. Sleeping over at his house tonight.
I intend to sleep early today de. But in the end we went shopping and reach home late. ): All his fault! Haha. No la.

Finally got my heels le. Damn chio. Even his sis say so. Hahaaaaaa..
I just love to go shopping with lots of paperbag. Like i bought lots of things. Zzz..

Baby gave miie a surprise today by bringing miie to putian for dinner buffet. The food is so nice. Pictures will be uploaded when i'm at home kay? Hahhhhaaaa.

Going sleep le.. Tml going photoshoot. Must reach by 10am. Faint.
So long never wake up so early le. ):

2010-02-01T23:24:00.000-08:00

My new nails! Heehee. Baby just love to pampered miie so much. But i also love to be pampered by him! ^-^

Presents from him. Love!

You never knew how much you mean to miie.

2010-01-29T07:25:00.000-08:00

Alright, today marks the end of my organ lesson. Zzz. So sad right. ):
And i finally got back my camera to camwhore. Wahahhahaaa..

Nah, this is using my webcam. My cam no batt! Arghhh!! Stupid. Mummy go overseas never charge de. Lol. Later must charge. So on sunday, baby off day must take lots of photo. Heehee..

Shopping with mummy today. Supposedly buy bra. But so sad ): No my size. LOL.
Then mummy intend to buy bedsheet for miie. Heehee. Sweet of her. Eat popeyes. Thumbs Up for the mashed potato ONLY!
Still rmb first time brought baby to popeyes and he complained to the manger. In the end, having two more chicken.. Yay! I even told baby next time complain again. So can have extra. Hhahahhaha..

Time to bath. Mummy want miie to go chinatown with her tml. Which i don't feel like... Zzzz..
& waiting for baby to call miie. Can't wait to hear his voice.

2010-01-27T06:39:00.000-08:00

My natural blusher. Lol. It happen everytime after i have finish bathing.
Lol. Baby says this shows that i'm a naughty girl. ):

Today went to sing K with the girls, Angel, Chanel and Liying. Hahaha.
Damn fun. Especially high on the 'wang fei' that song.
And uu will never believe it. Ytd i just dl two new songs. Which i told myself i will sing the next time i sing K with baby.

Hahahaaaaa. I get to sing it today today today... Woots! ^_^

Hmm, tired le. I want to finish watching the 10 o clock show and go orr orr le..
I miss my pork belly alot. ):

2010-01-26T07:36:00.000-08:00

Hi ya everybody! ^^ Today i stayed at home whole day watching Good Daddy and 2Anime.

Ahhh.. Satisfied!

This is a romance anime but also stuff like school and everyday life. Nice!!!

Omg! This anime is damn cute.. All short short de.. Wahahhahaha ^_^

But but but, all damn frustrating is that both of this are new anime.
And i need to wait for the next episode which i don't really have the patience to do that!!!
I know, i very kan chiong right? Zzz...

and yawn~~~

My baby boy had just returned home from work and he is so bloody tired. ):
Sayang wor sayang! (:

He's the best guy i can ever wish for. :X
In any way, he just want the best for miie and satisfy miie.
He knows i'm crazy over phones. And he keep asking miie to choose between iphone or blackberry.
He knows i'm crazy over shoes. Every shoe shop we pass by, he would pull miie in..
He knows i'm crazy over bags. He would keep asking miie go see LV website for any new launched bag that catches my eyes.

Baby, i never do anything that deserves this from uu.
And uu know that. :X
I know these few days you have been so stressed and yet i don't know everything.
I know how much you really really love miie and had open your heart in this relationship.
By doing that you know that you would also be easily hurt.

Thanks for everything ^^
and i will be looking forward to our honeymoon which you say is a surprise for miie.
Hahahaha!

Must have confident in yourself k!
I love you!

2010-01-23T20:10:00.000-08:00

Just finish eating prawn noodles that Baby ta bao for miie from his grandma house.
Not bad though. Right now drinking milo that Baby make for miie. Haha. I think after drinking this i will have sore throat. The milo is like so thick. Lol. :P

Well well, we need to reach TPY at 1.30 but right now i still have not bath and everything yet. Zzz.
Oh, did i mention before Baby's toilet have no heater? But surprisingly, i can bath yesterday. But for now... Err, should be can. Come on,i must have confident in myself man... HAHAHHAHA

Alright alright.. Time to go and get prepared.
(:

2010-01-22T08:54:00.000-08:00

Hmm, no pictures as my currently at Baby's house.
Yupp, staying overnight today as tml going somewhere which from here would be nearer. Haha
And it's been such a long time that i hug my pork belly to sleep already. Hur hur..

This lappy has no msn ): And not sure why ebubby doesn't exist anymore. So i can't sign in to chat. I'm so tired and my eyes is like closing already. But haven go bath yet. And everytiime when i say after bathing i will go to bed. I will eventually do something else as bathing had refresh miie. Like wtf? =.=

Ok, i cannot take it anymore. Need to go bath le. Tata! (:

2010-01-19T07:46:00.000-08:00

I just taking a different route with the others to explore and wrote my own life story.
Do you ever think of what story's you want to create in your life?
Or just the same like every human being life?

2010-01-12T07:01:00.000-08:00

Oh Baby, i'm so loved by uu! (:

Oooo.. Been neglecting my blog. ): So sorry. I've been getting tired very easily.
Oh ya. Btw, O lvl result is out already. Well, dint do that good but better than what i thought. (:
However, due to something... Maybe.. (Well, i can't say it out here ): )

Oh, all the girls have blog about this. So i think i should blog about this too. ^_^
I had so much fun Last Friday with Angel ,Chanel and Liying!!
Haha. I love making the video. We are like four siao zha bo.
And finally i get to know FT Island. Hmmm, not bad not bad.. I mean JH not bad. OPPS! :X

So much things have been going through my life now. Sometimes feel like breaking now but i know i need to bite on to my lips and continue my journey. I dont have the say. Every now and then i feel like crying. It's so bad. I'm still young and i don't want so fast to go through the things that i'm suppose to go through like maybe 10 years later? I just want my mummy ):

2010-01-07T03:26:00.000-08:00

Goodbye 2009, Hello 2010! :D So, i know i have not been blogging. Because so much things had happen. and i'm busy. (Yeah, waking up late and watch tv. HAHA)
So how do you guys celebrate your countdown? I celebrated with a lots of love ones and best of all.. FIREWORKSSS.. WOOHOO..

Baby, said that it was his first time go see Fireworks for countdown. I was like =.= are you serious? Ok la. So so, the below pictures is on the 26dec2009 where baby make up for my Christmas Day! humph!!! hahha..

Went to our favorite Japanese Restaurant to eat the beef!!! hhaha. But first must see if our favorite chef is there.

Ok, i look =.= here. But baby looks good. (:

The very normal beef. Why i say normal lehh.. Cos uu will know when uu continue reading. :D

Baby like this, but i dont :X i think that it was too sweet.

Mine!!!!! ^_^
I loveeeeee Strawberry. Thinking back, why dint i ordered Strawberry one instead? =.=

Baby been telling miie the wagyu beef is the best blah blah blah. And he wanna try it. ):
But so expensive. It's also my first time trying, so i said ok lo.

My 78$ ):

My 78$ in cubes. LOL

I tell uu, i tell uu. I almost faint when i put into my mouth. It's like fireworks exploding in your mouth (okay, i'm exaggerating a little bit only... =.= ) But it totally worth my 78$. Ok, corrected. His 78$. NONO.
is OURS 78$. HAHAHAHA

His face already tells you la " OMFG IT'S SO DAMN NICE! "
=.=
Of cos nice la. 78$ leh. Not nice i throw the beef at the manager face ah.. HAHAHAHHA
Ok, i should stop talking about the 78$ already.

Hahaa. i made him do this. :P

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Hmm, i don't really remember what date but i know is on the monday. He gave miie a surprise!
Thank you baby. Much appreciated. I even put inside a vase. Really regretted never take good care of the first bouquet he gave. Actually i just chucked it one side till it rot. ):

So i took extra care for the second bouquet he gave. HAHAA. Got price to pay one lo. I waited for him for 1hour you know. HAhhaa. Joking la (:

Suddenly, remember that he said before he will give miie surprise when i least expected and i can tell you sweetheart, you have did it! HAHAHAHA.
Alright peeps. Gtg already.. My mom nagging.. Arghhh.. Mothers.. =.=

2009-12-26T08:51:00.000-08:00

Went Fishing today and i swear i won't go again anymore.
I was sick on the boat twice. ):
Well, not only miie. But still.. the feeling sucks so badly.
Just like that time when i took a large amount of martell.
And i never took it again! Ha!

It even rain and it felt like the worst day of my life that could ever happen to miie ( Well, i think the worst day is coming soon ) .
I even sleep inside the boat which was like @#$%^&^%$ disgusting together with Baby, Beng and Aloy? (I think) because i was so not feeling well and i needed to lie down asap.
Luckily i bought my jacket and had my jacket on when it rains and while i sleeping so no one will see my face ( I had my hoodie on which could cover my face ^^)
And.... i think i even drool... OMFG. but luckily i quickly wipe away and only baby saw.

Aiya, he has seen the worse of miie already. So whatever la!

No no! The worst part is here!!
I GOT BLOODY SUNBURN!!!
): fucking painful and red. That i look like a pink pig on the road. Sobx Sobx.
It was too early that i lazy to apply sun block and worse, on my face!!
Fuck my laziness!!!!!!!!

Ok, i'm done blogging because right now that this moment. I'm not feeling well.. AGAIN!
Waiting for dearest boy to come back from ehub and tell miie stories to hong miie sleep.
Toodles. :>

I never feel so lost in my entire life before.
Just now over at Baby's grandma house, had some discussion which lead miie to also burst out crying. Fuck man!
I had to hold back my tears and fight back.
Baby, if uu happen to read this. Do not be sad.
I just have to say that this is the first time. I'm still so young and i don't know what to do.
I need people to guide miie through and we have not told her yet.
I need guidance from her. And i believe the support from her would greatly benefits miie.
Not knowing what to do, the only way i could do is confide in my tears.
Whether is tears of happiness or sadness, i don't know.
But when times come, i know that a path of emotion will follow miie through..

2009-12-24T00:39:00.001-08:00

I'm so going to watch Alvin and the Chipmunks 2 today.
Still remember that 2 years ago on Christmas day. Watched Alvin and the Chipmunks with Angel.
And on the fateful day, she lost her phone -.-
Well, it was stolen. Orchard road lehh.

LOL.
Ok la. i'm gonna get ready le.
Going orchard later. (:
Got business to do.

2009-12-21T09:59:00.000-08:00

I want to cry );
I'm not feeling well.. I want him to be by my side.
But i understand that he have to work. Only tml he will come and stay overnight.
Sobx Sobx.

P.S : He elbow miie when we are sleeping yesterday night!!!!! ):

2009-12-21T09:07:00.000-08:00

Had been at home watching korea and hongkong drama series.
Wtf? All halfway de. Must borrow from my auntie.. ):
I've been drinking tea. Heehee.. Healthy healthy^^
Ever since we went to the "suprise yet to be reveal", i have fallen in love with this tea..

Today after babyboy work, we went to IKEA. To see.. heehee. Also surprise. :P
We are so excited man! ^^ Happy Happy.
Random : I love HotDog!

Tml i want to eat porridge. Ok la. I don't know what to blog ):
I still waiting for babyboy to call miie which i think he has fallen asleep in the toilet or drop down the toilet bowl!
Arghhhh...

Bye, i'm going to watch my shoooowwww le... (:

2009-12-19T22:53:00.000-08:00

Hearts the free flow of bread. Hahaha.

Brought Baby to eat Cafe Cartel. His first time there. Hahaha..
Cute sia he. (:

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I've got a secret to tell.
I told it to a bottle and hide in.

Sometimes life is so funny. Don't you think so?
Out of randomness, ppl ask for help.
We were expected to help.
Not a sincerity thank you you will receive.

In your whole life, how many friends can you make?
How many best friends from friends can you make?
How many trusted best friends from best friends can you make?
Always, there will be only one that is so special and important.

I'm glad that i've found you.

2009-12-18T09:54:00.000-08:00

I find this picture very funny! HAHAHHAAA.A..

My beloved boy and miie.

Waiting to go in Gucci. (:

My baby look like he's pregnant. Hahhaa..

Shopping spree~~

Going prawnning!

First prawn i caught.

Today, we went to Marina Square to walk.
Ate jack's place for dinner.

Garlic Steak. I prefer Ribeye. ):

Baby's lousy camera skill. LOL. His steak is the biggest on the menu.
Can eat till puke!!!

And he bought miie something!
Will reveal next time when we collect it!

Babyboy! You are so much loved by miie!! ^^

2009-12-14T12:37:00.001-08:00

Baby after you left for Indonesia today ...

I suddenly feel so lonely u know ???

Its really so sad ...

I really miss you so much ...

Went to Bedok hq for my usual thing.

Reach there around 10plus and its like 12:30 before the whole thing actually finishes

Omg , I have to work at 1pm at orchard and i was like argghh...

Then I received one of ur msg , which I read it wrongly , and it really spoilt my mood some how ...

In fact , I was like cannot believe my eyes and I almost went wtf ...

But you just keep smiling away ... ( You know what I mean )

After that I talk to baby over the phone ...

Reached home and I was like feeling so tired and worn out ( Feel like I have lost my pillar of Strength ) ...

I was so sad and tired , then came my mother who keep saying this and that ...

After which , it led to some quarrel between us ..

But It was like solve after some time ...

But It was enough to make me feeling sucky , In return < I decided to give Ken a call to say that I was feeling Unwell to work ...

One leads to another , which make me decide to go to ( my supplier place ) to get my christmas things done ..

I did that at the point of time because I do not want to do it during my off day...

Because I still have to get it done b4 christmas and will definitely eat into our dating time ...

Which I hated it so much ...

So I went over to discuss on things ...

and finally its over ... ( 4.15pm ? )

After that , called up melvin and we decided to go fishing ...

Fishing at a illegal ground which will led us to be fine by NEA ..

And I told baby that we will end up running if things were to go wrong ...

This sentence itself sent baby laughing non-stop as She was picturing how will it be like when we will be running for our life if the NEA were to appear before us =)

lol ...

Things were not really good for us as we didn't manage to get any fish ...

have ran away 3 fishes in fact ...

Could felt that the fish was being hooked over at the end of our bait line ...

But the fish was too big ( we assume ) that it took us much strength to get it up on land ..

Hell know that before we could actually do that ...

The bait line decide to give way to the freedom of the fish swimming back in the mist of the much polluted pond ...

After much waiting , we decided to call it a day ... ( about 9pm )

Oh hold on , before that I called up baby's dad to arrange a possible time to pick up the boxes of spray Can over at baby's room ...

We went into an agreement that we will do it before 12am that particular night ..

We went over to Melvin's place to get our dinner settled ...

We left at around 10.20pm for Pasir Ris ...

As we were walking towards the bus-stop , Melvin suddenly raised his voice ( to get my attention ) " Shawnn bus 12 is about to reach the bus stop that we are heading to )

Yes , of Course and we run as fast as possible over to the bus stop ...

Didn't believe it , but my leg decided to betray me at this particular point of time ...

I couldn't run any further ...

I was first in the race* throwing melvin quite far away behind me ...

Even a 3 years old kid would get it correct ..

He overtake me ....

In fact he was the one that haul the bus for the possibilities that we will be able to board the bus for Pasir Ris ...

Due to my pride ,

I say that , " Oh you see now whats the bad point about smoking " ...

Of course Melvin didn't say anything but nodded his head ... ( maybe just trying to agree with me haha )

Did a fast job , went up to baby's room and collected the 13 boxes of spray can ...

Lucky enough for us , that we were able to get a cab just right at our call ...

Loaded the GOODS* up the taxi and there we go ...

Melvin house ...

Although it was quite a packed day for me ...

At the end of the day , I felt empty , lonely and misses and misses of my pig pig :'(

At this very moment when I am typing , I am really thinking back of how it feel to hug you in my arm in sweet embrace ...

It will not longer be able to ...

For at lest 3 days ...

The clock is ticking and the second hands are sweeping slowly over a degree of 360 to reach a minute lesser to my pain ...

I really miss you so damn lots ...

No words could express that feeling ...

Really no words ...

Only tears are the witness of one's sadness and happiness ...

Which In my case were sadness ...

Baby I just pray and hope that you will return back safely ...

Not a hair less ...

Adeline and Me will be waiting ...

Really waiting for your return ...

Love ,

Lao gong & Adeline

2009-12-08T08:09:00.000-08:00

Stayed at home for the whole day. );
Have not been feeling well recently. Hmm, perhaps? Still don't know la.
Yesterday went for the temple banquet. It's like omg.
I'm sitting right in the front table. Those VIP table i tell uu!!

Arghhh!!! I want to eat mango ):
Today i ate fruits for the whole day man. OMG.

Aiya. I need to go le..
Talking to baby now. Bye!! ^^

2009-12-06T08:14:00.000-08:00

My baby is the sweetest ~~thing~~ man on earth!!!
Oh my god. Yesterday, i went to find him while he's working.
And he gave miie a surprise. Silly baby!! ^^

Love it soooooo muccccchhhh that i don't even bear to drink plain water with it! ):
Tsk tsk tsk. So tempted to drink water with it man.

Sleep over at his house yesterday. It's a last min decision. Heehee.
Ate my favorite smelly tofu store! Damn nice.
Baby even buy miie my favorite soya bean milk. Heehee..
Despite both our feet were having blister.

So painful. I think mine is much more worse than his lo.. ):
So sad.

I made a bad dream yesterday while sleeping at his house.
Baddie Baby!!! Argh!!!
I forgive him as he hug miie tighter after that. As if he know that i'm having a bad dream.
(:

Yesahhhhh!! Tml we going out dating.
But going banquet after that.. )::::
I sad cause no air con. Haha.

2009-12-04T10:26:00.000-08:00

Still didn't get my shoes. Zzz. Fucking waste my time sia.
Ok la. Babyboy paid for one of my shoes already. But must wait till the people transfer to ION branch. Actually two, but i lazy explain. (:

Went down to Bedok. Stone there. ):
Can't imagine that monday still have to go there for banquet? Zzzz..
Just imagine the table all guys. and miie the only girl. OMG. How to eat?

Been feeling depress these few days. Seriously. i have no idea why.
Babyboy and i didn't quarrel or what. Even though he read my blog about the Jacob already and he's very upset about it. But i already promise i won't do it ever again. (: Hees.

Finally, got my camera back and snap snap snap.

One Big Family!
My favorite picture for the time being!
And can uu see beng's hand behind? Zzz.

Baby, uu will never be replace i promise! ^^

Loving uu was easy. Because uu make it easy for miie to love uu.

Kisses to Adeline.
And uu can see beng's naughty twist!!!

2009-12-03T10:51:00.000-08:00

I'm crying.
He's crying.
Why is it like that?
Do i always make him suffer...

2009-12-03T09:20:00.000-08:00

Watched New Moon with Angel, Liying and Carol.
And i got to say that it's much more nicer than twilight. Maybe because the change of director?
Hahaa.. I did not mean the twilight director sucks horr...

I dont like the above picture of new moon. I prefer this. (:

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What a HOT body he have. Ok la. From the movie uu can see the 6packs.
Which makes miie go 'ga-ga'. LOL.
I wonder how babyboy will react if he saw this.
): Angel and Liying keep threaten miie lo.
Humph!

Oh, before movie. Meet winnie at Tampines.
Thought i will be buying my shoes.
But in the end, i did pedicure. She did menicure. LOL.
And we both say ' bye bye to strawberry nose!' HAHAHAA..

Babyboy say i like shao nai nai. Dont need work.
Keep going shopping and blah blah blah..
Hahahha.

I'm a happy happy girl. NOT.
I just cried while talking to him. Cos i miss him to much..
We thought he will be sleeping over at my house today. But some fuck up thing happen.
Causes us both to be sad and misses each other like fuck! ):

I will buy my shoes tml!
and i cant wait till babyboy off day. We had plan something already!!!

2009-12-02T08:15:00.000-08:00

Just came back from downtown. Had a delicious dinner with my babyboy.
Damn full. And when the bill came we two was like huh? So cheap meh?
I mean is not like we are rich or something but we ordered tomyam soup, beef noodle, minced beef rice and a plain rice. Eat till my tummy felt like it's going to burst.
Hahaaaa..

Happy news! He's staying over at my house tml.
Happy happy. Can hug him liao.
Actually he is suppose to stay at his house for the whole week while he is working.
But miie and him cannot tahan not hugging together and sleep.
He said that he keep tossing and turning, and just couldn't get to sleep.

Well well, i'm much more better than him. At least i have Adeline sleeping with miie.
Phew. Now my bed like so much space.
Next time we intend to buy queen size bed instead of king size bed.
So that we have lesser space on bed and we can cuddle each other to sleep.
We actually shared the same thoughts.
Heehee. Great minds think alike!

(:

2009-12-02T01:16:00.000-08:00

Yesterday, prepared and meet winnie at tampines.
Bused down to parkway and ate mac.
Bank in money $$$ ^^ I'm so happy because dont need work got money!
Angel sure very curious about this de.

Walked to East Coast Park and winnie told miie something spooky! LOL
She bought a RC car for Kong. Hahaha. Sweet sia she.. (:
After everything settled, went back to tampines to meet Kong and shop awhile at T1.
Should have bought my shoes yesterday! Zzz.

Faster went home, take a quick shower and meet Xylia.
It's been so long that i never see her and catch up already. Glad we plan for the meeting!
Get to know lots of juicy things. Hahaha. Which i think is perfectly fine.
Xylia, rmb to call miie on.. Uu know uu know (:

After that meet Angel and Esther. The tom yam is damn nice and spicy!
I sure bring baby down for the tom yam! HAHHAHAHAHAHHA

But sadly, never meet my babyboy yesterday. So sad i tell uu..
Nvm. Later i will be meeting him for dinner. and he keep want to bring miie to buy my shoes.
That's something very sweet about him. When something caught my eyes, he will use whatever it takes to buy miie. And he wont drag till long.. Thanks babyboy!

I'm going shopping on the 7th with him!
Yay!!! I love shopping shopping shopping..

2009-12-01T08:41:00.001-08:00

Mummy went overseas so my darling baby stayed over at my house for like more than 1week!
Yes ah! So happy happy happy!! (: can hugged my human bolster to sleep.

Baby scared he neglect miie so he ask miie to go down to the pub.
Free K , free pool and free drink.
I was mad! Seriously mad. I drank martell on the rock. Can uu imagine that?

Baby was like siao ah uu siao ah uu..
But at least a OP say i'm a good drinker! ^^

Play pool with Melvin. So funny la. Hahaha! (:
So fun that day!

And a few days back because my mother go overseas, we went out in the night
and meet bengg and melvin to eat frog porridge. Billard aftermath.
They guess that we brought Adeline out. HAhaha..
Damn -.-
and we walk around to see those chicken. LOL

This is our beloved Adeline that miie and baby will hug to sleep every night. Ok la.
Only when he sleep at my house. Now he need to work. So sleep at his house better. ):
Damn sad i tell uu.. Like i missing a piece of something like that. But i know sooner or later he will come and hug miie to sleep again! ^^

I love this one! But quite ex!
Baby, buy miie more of this.
Radish ok? and the dunno what jelly jelly thing..
HAHHAHAHAHAH!

I.LOVE.MY.SHAWNNY.BABY.ALOT!

2009-11-24T04:39:00.000-08:00

I know i shouldn't freak out.
But i am!
Baby ask miie go drinking with **** *** ***
OMG...

I AM FUCKING FREAK OUT NOW...

2009-11-23T13:06:00.001-08:00

Haha .. so long never come blog le

Now at my pig pig house ...

This fews days have being sleeping over at her place ...

Really feel so happy and lucky to have her as my wife =)

I really love her till every bits

Everything about us has so mani things we have in common...

Her temper , Her nagging non-stop just really remind me of my mother =x

Still thought finally can escape from my mum endless nagging

But now my this cutie wife also LOVE TO NAG ME...

Although it might make me fan ...

But I know deep down because she meant well...

This few day , I had also being busy doing my own things ...

But she didn't really complain but have being there to give me all the support i needed ..

Really happy to have her as my wife ...

I love you forever my sweetheart...

Never ever will I ever leave you

Getting Married soon ....

Love ,

Pig pig shawnny

2009-11-23T08:11:00.000-08:00

Sometimes life is such a bitch.

And so, i'm craving to play pool or billiard.
Anyone? (:

Having stomach cramps nowadays. Think Auntie coming soon. ):
Sad man.

I cant wait for Alvin and the Chipmunks 2 to come. and i'm gonna watch it with?? Baby!!

Hahaaa.. And he say he dont want go home le. He like to stay at my house.
Hmm.. let miie count how many days have he been staying... really cant rmb.
It's like after his tagging, he's been living here since. LOL

I dont mind wor. I got a extra bolster lehh.. Some more got body warmness de.. Hahaha^^

Ok, i'm now waiting for him to come home. Haiz.
So boring... NOT.. ):

watching my favorite cartoon now!
BYE!

2009-11-22T00:42:00.000-08:00

My lovely cucumber man! (:

I'm so happy to have uu my dearest. Like how uu spend the whole day not sleeping.
But yet in the morning uu still go and buy breakfast and groceries from market.
Feed miie burger while i sleeping and cook for miie.
I so tired that i fall back asleep after eating 2/3 of the burger.

I love how uu hug miie when we are sleeping.
Even when uu elbow miie in the middle of the night. ):
Hahaha. But it just feel so loved that someone who love miie so much is hugging miie.

When morning sun comes, the moment i open my eyes, i saw how uu drool on my pillow.
That face.. I don't think i will ever forget..

I'll be looking forward to the morning sun everyday! ^^

2009-11-20T13:13:00.000-08:00

i'm tired already.
maybe we should just take a break.

The End.

2009-11-20T10:32:00.001-08:00

I feel like crying );

2009-11-20T07:34:00.000-08:00

That's what i love about him! ^^

Baby looks like he live in my house. Lol.
Love it so much. It seems like we are married couple!
Because my mummy and grandma went overseas. Then ask him pei miie.
But like everyday so late then come back.
I still need to wash his clothes which i really love doing it as it's like so damn sweet?

Haha. Ok.
So, right now i'm selling christmas cards. Omg! I can't believe i'm working.
What a joke. Didn't go and sell today. Cos raining.
And baby say he let miie work this is like for experience nia. He don't know miie work de.
O.o

Nvm la. Have fun can le. And now spending more time with An-gel.
Also not bad la. Hahhaaa..

I've got a date on the 1st of Dec!
Omg! I can't wait.
You know who you are right! (:

2009-11-17T11:07:00.000-08:00

Once i let love into my heart, he would be torture.